Why

Why can't i get my life back to normal?

Why don't I know what normal is?

Why can't I motivate myself to do the following:
Laundry
Cook
Exercise
Clean

Why is my confidence so low when I am the following:
Compassionate
Oddly attractive
Funny
Athletic
Fun to be around
Good listener
Caring
Good friend
Attentive to one's needs
Great guy
Honest
Respectful
Hard working

Why do I hate my life?

Why do I say I hate my life? I do like some things. I just hate the situation that was thrusted upon me.

Holy Shit

Holy Shit it's been a long time since I've wrote on this thing. I don;t know why I stopped. it really helped and I wanted to use it to track progress. How I was getting on with life and how I am a better person now and all that jazz.

Holy Shit I thought I'd be over her by now. Or at least thought her actions wouldn't effect me anymore. She is already living with her new boyfriend and they have a joint checking account. WTF?

Holy Shit I am not taking care of myself. There have been many days I don't eat anything until 6 or 7 pm. And then it's only a sleeve of saltines.

Holy Shit I have some good friends who constantly listen to me and still offer support!

Holy Shit I hate being single.

Holy Shit I don't know how to meet single girls. Any ideas?

Holy Shit I am happier though!